i'm feeling kinda emo right now. just hang up on the phone and he's off to bed already.
i don't know.
i feels so tired physically and mentally. because nothing seems to turn out right. be it school, work or friends.
3 low-attendance notification letters in 2 weeks? what the hell?! and as far as i can remember, i was present for 2 of the modules mentioned in the letters. ... screw the school system.
common tests are like in less than a month's time? and i know nuts about all the modules. ... screw me.
my job is definitely driving me crazy too. the supervisors there are super mean and i just feel like slapping them off their asses. and i really hate having to work every Friday after my lesson at 5pm. it only makes me feel more like skipping my modules againnnnn. ... SCREW WORK.
lastly, we are coming to 1 month in 4 days time. he seems like a dream come true. but is it for real? i know he pampers & care for me alot, never fails to give in to me, etc. but i'm wondering... how long is this gonna last? i dare not fcuking think of the future.
i don't know why i threw tantrums at him tonight. maybe because of the stress i get from work & school that's why i kept feeling frustrated for the whole damn night. so i kept whinning and complaining about school to him. i think he's sick of my complaints too. =D